I dream of you now
Stilted, shapes of peach and red flow through my mind.
I know I had you
But that was such a long time ago now that
I am not sure
It was real
She has red hair too
But it is too bright and doesn’t shine like yours.
I think I like her
Though it could just be that when I see her face
It is you I see
In her place
Her moans are not yours
The ecstasy I give her is not the same
I get my release
It isn’t the same thing as when I’m with you,
Was with you.
She’s a replacement
But that is all I can have now you’re gone
I know I love you
Or at least the memory of who you were
Before you left me